Alone in the Rain

it's late to be blogging.. but i shall. =) to give myself some peace of mind.

Yesterday, was feeling really really really stressed! wait.. now that it's past midnight, so today is wed, so it should be monday.

Anyways, Monday was getting real stressed, frustrated, worried, demoralised, confused.. A very very bad day where everything just seems to go wrong.

Supposed to just save Written Report for PW in morning; realised that very impt section has disappeared for a month; rushed to include that section while cutting words to keep within the word limit which my members sacrificed their sleep on previous night. Caused my dad to be late for work, and charged $1 ERP tax becoz he sent me to school.
Greeted in the morning with "Do you know that we are supposed to print out our WR as well?" nearly went hysterical... (okay, that's a little overexaggeration.. maybe a lot, since i laughed rather than really go nuts.)
Realised that i totally forgot about having to complete chinese homework (and i'm the chinese rep + have 1.5hr lesson chinese in the afternoon).
woke up early to do some maths actually, but becoz of wr hiccup, dint do.

anyways, with all, was getting really really really stressed, frustrated, and seriously at the brink of tears. Went to a corner for 20min during my 1/2hr break, time by myself with God..

STRESS ~ wanna give up... wanna give in... i need strength and comfort, of which i have none.

As you can see, i was so stressed that i 'vandalised' my own hand. Actually, i wanted to put this up and not say that it's my hand.. but after reading the note, decided to share openly.

A sister of mine in school gave me a note, only to be read on the way home or at home.. It was really encouragaging and comforting.

Take heart dear friend,
for you have a flame that never dies
hang on loving sister,
you have a personality that never sighs.
you are blessed
with so much love,
He loves you so very much,
that Man above.

Don't feel stressed,
put all your burdens down
angels cry, to see the young frown
God loves you so very much,
I know you can't agree any more,
that's why He told us,
I won't let any of you fall.

Thanks sis. thank you so much. =)

Well, just couldnt study, so dint really stay school to study for once. Ended up whole afternoon relax, clearing/editing/viewing the photos i have in my handphone + songs. very very relax and restful, and singing/hearing songs of praise to God did bring my mood up. The photos too, very useful for destressing.

Here's the rest of the photos i took that day (monday).

2 sibling kits sleeping

Avery, da black cat

Avery's cutie face.. haha..

Well, since i'm putting up photos... mind as well put up some interesting i took today..
the sky at NY when i was walking back from dinner.
the dark VS light patches in the sky..