Alone in the Rain

Last week was a long week. It starts with a brother revealing to me suicidal thoughts on monday. Then getting closer to a fren who has quite lots of prob attached, planning for drama farewell n constantly chasing my event com. members to do their part, fasting lunch to pray for my 3guy frens, trying to eat less n exercise more to lost enough weight, NOT treating my body well, feeling low n down n discouraged very often, chiong-ing tutorials after tutorials, having not enough sleep which is actually the norm, feeling alone n very lonely as if all my frens abandoned me, PHS frens in my so busy and unreachable, class 'frends' seem actually to be just classmates, no one i can really chat n share with, no one who willreally lend me a genuine listening ear n encouarge me, worrying about osle becoz everyone close is over at the other com n feeling lonely n eotionally hard to try very hard to make frens.