Alone in the Rain

I hate my tiredness. I hate my laziness. I hate my stupidity. I hate my unfocussness. I hate my lack of knowledge. I hate my lack of confidence. I hate my procrastination. I hate my confusion. I hate my loss of sense of direction in life. I hate my self pity. I hate feeling useless n insignificant. I hate my sense of insecurity. I hate my stinky attitude. I hate my inability to connect n relate to others. I hate my desire for isolation, love n company at the same time. I hate myself for wasting my days away. I hate myself for losing joy in my life. I hate my for not helping others becoz i am too tied down by i, me, myself. I hate my insensitivity to others, but over sensitivity of others' actions towards me.